we have lost the connection we had.
time
season
friends
people
have changed and its only me who is in the same situation.is it just an illusion that everything will be alright? will everything fall back into its place?
all i see is happy faces
happy sacrifices. but is even mine worth it? will it result as i have expected or shall it all fall into its places but cracked?
this lonesome feeling that i have right now cannot be described. i have everything. i feel like i don't need anything else. but yet i feel lost in this strange world and this strange place.should i have the urge to feel the need of something in my life? i was happy until just now but then something hit me to make me feel so unhappy, so sad and alone, i don't know. until when should i fight against these feelings? somebody help me, I am so lost!zzzzzzzzZZZZzzzZZZzz
stupid feelings
