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i feel lost. I dont know. These days i dont worry much, i just go with the flow.i am content but i am lost.i dont know what i want and what i need. I just relax and the idea of relaxing and going with the flow isn't getting along with my physique.i am gaining weight.
Before i used to be underweight and i wished i gained a lil weight. Now due to this phase of more-than-wanted relaxation, my weight too is overrelaxed. And no i an not bitchly moaning about my weight, but i had jut asked for a tad bit upliftment of the number in the weighing machine. Why can we not get what we ask for accurrately and must there be some distorts in our fulfilment of wishes?
Well this is me being unreasonable and also drifting out of what i wanted to write. The weight issue always pulls us girls' mind, i guess??!!
Now that i have wandered off to a topic i had not intended to write about, i might as well call it a night. So yea i am just relaxed but i know i am lost.I am out of touch with my friends and i have to start revising for my finals, should start thinking about future career, work, relationship troubles. There are so many and i am lost amidst all these but yet i am chilled. Whyy?? Whats happening with me?? Maybe procrastinating re k.jpai! Zzzzz
Zzz nights folks!